Undeniable connection… Blind love clouded our judgements that evening and the secret will forever hide within us like a phantom. So we can both save our illustrious image of puriety and grace. Eventually my denial will backfire establishing and inevitable awaking. Defiance of our teachings out diabolic desires drove our…

Between the Noise and the Silence The Dark and the Light In the Middle of the Good Ones Together we’ll Rise -Polar And it Begins https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0T6N6sevm4

Thank you for Daddy, Dearest Dorothy, you departed this world before we met This is one thing I do regret But you gave me the greatest gift you could give My daddy and helped create this gift of life I live I wanted to thank you even though your not physically near Everyday I do wish you were here But it was not meant to be Hopefully up in heaven you can still hear me In my heart I know there’s a heaven and you are there

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aKA_-OGA5l0 I believe it is human nature to seek Euphoria, as to the people that know me…I’m all for it… and I have experience euphoria in many ways and adore this experience x Sometimes you may find unnaturally in a mix of chemicals.. thats is fine if you ensure you…

Yes… I go quiet…but it keeps my soul safe… The energies are all to much sometimes and I have to numb myself out however and with whatever I can… My husband does and even tonight has a go at me for this and this is hard… the noise of the…

Living My Best Life…. Been hearing this a lot lately…but not from people stuck in Metro Melbourne, Australia. …

Lock down means… Lock down means my 40th birthday away from my home town…. The isolation feelings surrounds me and I cry… Yes I have my husband and my boys but even we need our space from each other. …

Finally a Date Night after Lock down There are new rules with date nights, smaller menus, social distancing and a sanitised bottle of gel at each entry. And of course a separate exit. As I showered with my special needs son bashing at my bedroom door, I think about the…